I order mine directly from her website, carolsdaughter.com. I gave the small 4oz one to my sister and I have the 8 oz one for myself. Every now and then they have free shipping for any order amount, but I'm not sure about international.
i have been using this product for a long time...it is great!...and light on my hair....you do not need to put alot on your hand because it spreads easily...and it smells great that's just a plus!
Can you get your hands on LustraSilk Shea Butter with Cholesterol, in Holland? That one is waaaaaaay better than the Dark & Lovely. (I have a pic in my product album.)
This is definitely too greasy for my wash-n-go. I suppose it's nice for twists and braids, though. Since I'm on the CG routine it's also not great due to the beeswax. I do love the scent.